October 14 2021
I am still having constant conversations with myself on this subject.
Does subby see or hear the constant chatter going on in my conscious mind? I think I have given up in that past because I thought that subby knows and “this will never work if I can’t stop the chatter; but, then I remember that subby only acts on emotion. That is why we are reminded to stay calm and enjoy the process. Get emotional when you are reading not when you are fighting the chatter.
Finally the chatter is real but my desire for Liberty and Helping Others is realer lol (bigger) than any internal fight I might be having. Next I’m going to ‘give up’ the words ‘fight I might be having’ exchange it for ‘creating my new life’
I always keep my promises,
Crystal